Simon closed his eyes for a moment, looking like he regretted starting the conversation. “I am so sorry, but she talks about it so openly at the office that everyone just assumes you are aware of the arrangement.”
The word “arrangement” stung more than the lie itself. It implied that I had somehow agreed to be humiliated while I spent my weekends straightening his ties and packing his suitcases.
“How long has this been happening?” I asked, though my voice sounded like it belonged to a complete stranger.
“It has been at least a year now,” Simon admitted after a long pause. “They were already together when I joined the firm.”
That meant a whole year of anniversary dinners where he seemed distant and nights where he returned home smelling like a different life. It was a year of tender text messages and quick kisses that were nothing more than routine lies served up on a silver platter.
Simon guided me to a chair without asking because he could see my hands were shaking violently. “I hate to be the one to break this to you, but you deserved to know the truth,” he said.
I let out a sharp, broken laugh that felt like it was tearing my throat. “She sat in my house and told me how lucky Wesley was to have such a supportive wife.”
Simon clenched his jaw and nodded slowly. “I know, and that is why I couldn’t keep quiet any longer.”
He explained that no one at the office was really trying to hide the affair anymore. Everyone simply assumed I was either the only person who didn’t know or the one person who chose to ignore it.
That realization hurt the most because I had become a silent joke to people who toasted my health while wondering why I put up with such blatant disrespect. Before I left, Simon asked me not to go home and sit in the silence by myself.
“Have dinner with me tonight,” he suggested gently. “It isn’t a date, but I just don’t think you should be alone right now.”
I looked at him for a long moment and realized he was the only man who had been honest with me in a very long time. I accepted his invitation, unaware that I would discover something even more devastating during that meal.
I walked into my quiet home with the suits in the back seat and a thick layer of shame clinging to my skin. The house was perfectly tidy, filled with our photos and the furniture we had picked out together for a life that now felt like a cheap movie set.