Even now, that specific detail feels like the most humiliating part of the whole ordeal. It was not the trendy bistro in Austin, nor the rainy Tuesday afternoon, nor even the man who approached me with a sympathetic look on his face.
It was the sight of those three tailored suits hanging in plastic, perfectly pressed and smelling of those sharp chemicals that try to make everything look spotless even when the person inside is rotten. I had driven across the city that morning to pick them up because I wanted everything to be ready for his return.
The night before, I had ironed his favorite shirt, checked the Texas weather forecast, and organized his travel kit with meticulous care. I even updated his phone wallpaper with his digital boarding pass so he would not have to fumbling through his emails at the airport.
These were the small acts of devotion a person performs out of love, or perhaps just out of a blind habit of believing the person you care for is also looking out for you. I was waiting for my latte when I ran into Simon, a man I had seen occasionally at corporate events for my husband’s tech firm.
He was the kind of person who looked at you with genuine focus rather than just polite acknowledgment. He smiled warmly as he walked toward my table.
“Weren’t you supposed to be traveling with Wesley this week?” Simon asked.
“No, he is currently in Seattle for a conference,” I replied without a second thought.
The expression on his face shifted instantly from casual friendliness to a heavy, uncomfortable silence. It was not a dramatic gasp, but rather a subtle realization behind his eyes, like someone who had just stumbled upon a secret they were not meant to hold.
“Miranda, Wesley is not in Seattle,” Simon said softly, his voice dropping an octave. “He has been at Bridget’s place all week, and I honestly thought the two of you had worked something out.”
The ambient noise of the coffee shop seemed to vanish instantly as the sound of the espresso machines and the background music faded behind a thick pane of glass. Bridget had worked in the same department as my husband for three years and had even sat at my own dining table for dinner.
She had once complimented my cooking with a sweet smile that now made me feel physically ill. “He told me he was away for an important merger,” I whispered.