In March, Julian began calling me more often, asking me if I had thought more about “simplifying” my life or moving into a facility with more support services.
“If I become incapacitated, Julian, my legal documents will handle that, but until then I plan on enjoying the management of my own life,” I told him firmly.
He sighed and said I was being difficult, but I told him he was simply repeating a language that did not belong to him and that was likely being fed to him by someone else.
By April, Simone escalated her campaign by speaking to my friends and expressing “concern” that I was becoming more scattered and forgetful lately.
My sister, Beatrice, called me from her home in Boston and asked, “What on earth is that woman up to with her fake honey voice and her questions about your transitions?”
I laughed and told her the truth, and Beatrice, who had always been ferociously direct, replied that she had never liked Simone and was glad her instincts were finally being validated.
By May, I had stopped letting Simone bring me anything edible, and I spent more time at the house in Sandpiper Point where I felt safe and where my mind was always clear.
The contrast between the two homes told me everything I needed to know, as I slept well and woke without any chemical fog when I was away from the city.
The night before Mateo called, I had been at the beach for five days, reviewing my quarterly statements and walking along the shore with a sense of strange and heavy calm.
Then my phone rang at 6:37 in the morning, and I answered it immediately to hear Mateo’s voice sounding uncharacteristically shaken on the other end.
“Martha, Simone is in the lobby right now with three men and a large moving truck, and she is claiming to be the new owner of the apartment,” Mateo said.
I felt a cold coil of focus move through my body, and I told him not to let them up and to tell her the elevator was currently under maintenance for the morning.
“She already signed the visitor log and showed me her driver’s license, so she is officially on the record as being here,” Mateo informed me, and I thanked him for his competence.
I called Claire and gave her the facts in under forty seconds, and she replied with a single word “Perfect” that steadied my heart more than any comfort could have.