“Who left you, Daisy?” I asked while I stood up and tried to keep my voice steady.
“Daddy and Amber and Toby went away to Orlando,” she replied as her voice cracked on the final word.
The silence that followed was not empty but filled the room and pressed against the framed photograph of my late wife, Sarah.
I had heard many terrible things in my long legal career, but I could not make sense of what my granddaughter was telling me.
“Who is there with you right now?” I asked with a growing sense of dread.
She told me that no one was there and that she was completely by herself in the dark house.
The answer hit me so hard that I had to sit back down on the edge of my bed.
“Mrs. Gable next door said I could knock if I needed something, but they already left last night,” she explained quietly.
My eyes closed as I listened to the hum of the ceiling fan and the quiet sounds of the Tallahassee night outside.
“They left you in the house by yourself even though Toby is with them?” I asked for clarification.
“They told me that I had school on Monday and that Toby did not have to go,” she whispered.
I realized that Monday was still four days away and my jaw tightened with a rage I had to keep hidden from her.
“Grandpa, why did they not want to take me with them too?” she asked in a tiny voice.
I put my fist against my mouth to stop myself from saying something that an eight year old child did not need to hear.
Anger is an easy emotion that leaps up bright and hot, but love requires choosing the right words while rage stands nearby with a match.
I had spent my entire adult life teaching myself how to remain calm in courtrooms where restraint is always rewarded.
“You did absolutely nothing wrong, and I want you to remember that,” I told her firmly.
“But why did they leave me?” she asked again with a desperate need for an answer I did not have.
I told her the truth by saying I did not know yet, but I knew that the reason rarely changed the damage done.
“I am going to come and get you right now, so I want you to listen to me carefully,” I promised.
She asked if I was mad, and I looked at the photograph of Sarah on the dresser for strength.
“I am not mad at you at all, and I think you were very brave to call me tonight,” I said.
She mentioned that her father had called her dramatic, which was a word often used by adults to silence the pain of a child.