“You document everything. Every feed, every appointment, every recommendation from the pediatrician, every message, every offer. You do not accept any assistance without terms. You do not sign anything without legal review. You do not engage in emotional conversations by phone if it can be helped. And if anyone insults you, threatens you, or pressures you, you follow up in writing summarizing exactly what occurred.”
Maya gave me a look that said See?
Catherine continued. “As for custody, here’s the reality. Your baby is a newborn and medically fragile. You are the established primary caregiver. Unless there is evidence that you are unfit, reckless, or alienating the father in a way that harms the child, the law is not eager to remove a preterm infant from his mother’s care.”
I let out a breath I hadn’t realized I was holding.
Then she held up one finger.
“That does not mean you get complacent.”
Of course it didn’t.
“The father has rights too, and judges respond well to mothers who appear cooperative and child-focused. You are not protecting your son by being rigid for the sake of your own hurt. You protect him by being reasonable, documented, and impossible to paint as unstable.”
I nodded slowly.
Reasonable. Documented. Impossible to paint as unstable.
That became the rhythm in my head.
By the time the call ended, my coffee table was covered in forms, discharge papers, appointment cards, receipts, and a spiral notebook Maya had found in my junk drawer.
Across the front, in thick black marker, she wrote:
LEO — DAILY CARE LOG
The first entry read:
6:10 a.m. — fed 55 ml
6:45 a.m. — diaper wet
7:00 a.m. — temperature normal
7:15 a.m. — jaundice appears slightly improved in natural light
I stared at my own handwriting.
It looked absurdly small and tidy beside the enormity of what it was trying to hold together.
But I kept writing.
Because when you are trying to protect a child, the tiniest facts become bricks.
That night, at 10:43 p.m., Ethan texted.
We should combine the pediatric follow-up and paternity test. Efficiency matters.
I read it twice, then handed the phone to Maya.
She made a face. “He texts like a man billing by the hour.”
I typed carefully.