His voice wasn’t loud. That somehow made it worse. It landed in the room like a weight dropped from a height.
I shifted Leo higher on my shoulder. “He’s my son.”
His face darkened. “That’s not what I asked.”
Victoria turned toward him so quickly her coat belt swung. “Ethan—”
He ignored her. Completely. His eyes never left mine.
“We’ve been divorced for six months, Hannah,” he said, enunciating each word. “And you’re holding a newborn.”
My incision burned. My breasts ached. My son was starting to fuss harder against my collarbone, and the man who had not called once, not checked once, not asked once whether I was alive, was now standing in my hallway asking questions like he had a claim.
“You should go,” I said.
Victoria’s smile became brittle glass. “That’s a very convenient answer.”
I looked at her, really looked at her. “You came to my apartment with a wedding invitation while I’m obviously postpartum. I don’t think either of us gets to use the word convenient.”
She went pale with anger.
Ethan stepped forward. “Let me in. We need to talk.”
I should have said no.
I should have kept the door closed and told him to call a lawyer if he wanted answers.
But Leo let out a thin, miserable cry, and I panicked at the thought of a scene in the hallway, neighbors listening, cold air creeping in, Victoria’s perfume drifting toward my baby, Ethan’s voice rising. I wanted it contained. Quiet. Controlled.
So I stepped back just enough to let Ethan inside.
Victoria moved with him, but Ethan put an arm out without looking at her.
“You wait downstairs.”
She stared at him. “Excuse me?”
“You heard me.”
“I’m your fiancée.”
“And this is not your conversation.”
If he had slapped her, she could not have looked more stunned.
Then she looked at me, and in that look I saw the shape of the war that was coming.
She turned, heels clipping sharply down the hall, and disappeared.
The door shut.
The apartment suddenly felt even smaller.
I walked straight to the living room, put myself between Ethan and the bassinet, and held Leo tighter while he cried into my shoulder.
For one strange second, neither of us spoke.
Rain tapped the windows. The kettle clicked in the kitchen. Somewhere above us, a neighbor dragged furniture across the floor.
Then Ethan asked, “How many days old is he?”
“Five.”