“The savings,” he continued, “will also go to Daniel.”
He paused, flipped a page.
“Hana,” he said, glancing up briefly, “will receive five thousand dollars for her service.”
For her service.
The words didn’t land all at once.
They arrived slowly, like pieces of glass.
Five thousand dollars.
Ten years of my life reduced to a line item.
Feeding, bathing, lifting, sitting through chemo, cleaning up blood and vomit and fear. Sitting upright at three in the morning with a hand on Margaret’s chest, counting each breath as if counting could keep her alive.
Five thousand dollars.
Sophia let out a small sound—something between a laugh and a scoff. She didn’t even bother to cover her mouth.
The lawyer wasn’t finished.
He straightened the papers and said, almost gently, that I would have forty-eight hours to vacate the premises.
“Forty-eight hours?” I heard myself repeat, like the words belonged to someone else.
As if I were a tenant whose lease had expired—not the woman who had slept in the next room listening to Margaret’s breathing for a decade, waiting for it to change.
Daniel finally stood.
He walked toward me, stopping just far enough away to feel safe, his expression hard and decided.
“You heard him,” he said. “This is how it is.”
I looked at his face—the face I had kissed, the face I’d defended at holidays when people joked about how absent he’d been—and searched for something familiar.
There was nothing.
“You’re not family,” he added. “You were just the caregiver.”
Sophia smiled openly this time, quick and sharp, a grin that vanished as fast as it came, like she couldn’t help herself.
The lawyer cleared his throat again and used the word eviction carefully, as if choosing it might soften the blow. He explained what would happen if I didn’t comply.
Legal steps.
Notices.
Enforcement.
I stopped listening after that word.
Eviction.
It echoed in my head louder than the sound of the door when I’d walked in.
I looked around the room—at the furniture Margaret and I had chosen together, at the faded photograph on the wall of her standing in this same space years ago, healthy and smiling before sickness rearranged everything.
In that moment, I understood something with terrifying clarity.
This was no longer my home.
It had been taken from me while I was standing at a grave.