I went to bu:ry my father… and found my husband’s mistress sitting in the front row, wearing my missing Versace like it belonged to her.

It was midnight blue, the kind of blue that looked black in shadow and almost silver where the light hit the hand-sewn crystals along the neckline. My father had given it to me for my fortieth birthday last fall with a card that said, For the nights when you want to remember that elegance is armor. He’d always written like that—half lawyer, half poet, fully dramatic.

I tore through my closet looking for it the week before the funeral. I checked the garment bags, the cedar chest, even the hall closet where winter coats went to die. I accused the dry cleaner of losing it. I tipped out old shoe boxes and breathed in dust and leather and stale perfume. Nothing.

By the morning of the funeral, I had bigger things to think about than a missing dress. My father was gone. The house was full of casseroles and low voices and the smell of coffee that had been sitting on a burner too long. White lilies lined my kitchen counter, their sweet, rotten smell pushing into every room like grief with petals.

I wore black because black was simple and I did not trust myself with anything delicate.

St. Augustine’s Cathedral was cool and dim when I arrived, all stone and wax and stained glass. The organ was already murmuring under people’s conversations. There were polished shoes on marble floors, damp tissues, men with their ties loosened even though the service hadn’t started yet. My father had known everyone in half the city, and apparently all of them had come.I stood in the back of the cathedral for a second just to breathe.

At the front, his casket sat beneath a spray of white roses and blue delphiniums. Father Martinez was speaking softly to Mr. Blackwood, Dad’s attorney and oldest friend. My aunt Helen was directing people with the expression of a woman who would personally fistfight chaos if it tried her. All of it felt unreal, like I’d wandered into a performance of my own life and someone else had been cast as me.

Then I saw my husband.

Grant was seated in the front row where he should have been, except he wasn’t alone.

The woman beside him was wearing my dress.