By the time Dad turned into the cracked parking lot of Derek’s parents’ apartment complex, my mouth had gone dry. The place looked exactly the way it always did in the late afternoon: sun-faded stucco, bent railings, a few dead plants in forgotten pots, and a row of cars tucked under crooked metal shade covers. Patricia’s white SUV sat in its usual space. Derek’s truck was parked two spots over. And my car was there too. Mine, even if the title said otherwise. I knew that blue sedan from every angle. I had spent two years making those payments out of my own paycheck while Derek drifted from one plan to the next and Patricia kept reminding everyone how generous she was for letting us stay. Seeing my car parked there, close to the building, exactly where I should have been able to use it, made something twist low in my stomach.

Dad shut off the engine and looked at me. “Can you walk?”

I nodded automatically.

He glanced at my ankle, then lifted an eyebrow. “Can you walk enough to get inside and get your things?”

That question stopped me cold.

Get my things.

Not ask for the keys. Not smooth it over. Not sit at Patricia’s table while she played the victim and Derek stared at the floor. Get my things.

I looked at him. “My things?”

He held my gaze. “You and Evan are not staying here tonight.”

The words hit so hard I couldn’t think around them for a second. I had imagined leaving before, usually in small guilty flashes while I rocked Evan to sleep on the mattress in Derek’s old bedroom. But imagining was easy when it stayed vague. The second somebody said it out loud, leaving became real. Real meant frightening. Real meant money. Real meant admitting just how bad things had gotten.

Dad must have seen panic cross my face, because his voice softened. “You don’t have to decide the next five years tonight,” he said. “You just have to decide this one.”

From the back seat, Evan made a sleepy little sound, and that settled more than anything else could have. I opened the truck door carefully and stepped down. Pain shot through my ankle immediately, bright and sharp, but at least this time I wasn’t carrying groceries and a baby too. Dad came around, lifted Evan from his seat, and settled him against his shoulder like he had done it every day of his life. Then he nodded toward the stairs.

We climbed.