I filled out the application for the studio apartment. I attached proof of income, references from my manager at the bookstore, and a brief explanation of why I needed the place.
My finger hovered over the submit button.
This was it. Once I sent this, there was no going back.
I took a deep breath and clicked submit.
The next few days passed in a blur.
I went to class, worked my shifts at the bookstore, helped customers find textbooks and Royals hoodies, and avoided my family as much as possible. Every time my mother brought up the ultimatum, I gave vague, noncommittal answers.
I needed time. I needed to know I had somewhere to land.
Three days later, I got an email during a slow hour at work.
The landlord wanted to meet me.
My heart raced as I read the message.
This was real.
This was happening.
I scheduled a viewing for the next afternoon, telling my parents I had a study group on campus.
The studio was even smaller in person than it had looked in the photos, but it was clean and quiet. The building smelled faintly of old wood and laundry detergent. The hallway carpet was worn but not filthy. Outside, I could hear the distant sounds of city traffic instead of my nieces crying.
The landlord, a middle‑aged woman named Dorothy with kind eyes and a Chiefs keychain dangling from her hand, seemed understanding when I explained my situation.
“I can move in next week,” I said, trying to keep the desperation out of my voice.
She smiled.
“I’ll send you the lease tonight.”
I signed it that same evening on my laptop, sitting at my little desk while my family watched TV downstairs.
The week that followed was the strangest of my life.
On the surface, everything appeared normal. I went to class. I worked my shifts. I watched my nieces when Khloe demanded it.
Underneath, I was planning my escape.
I started packing in secret. Late at night, after everyone had gone to bed, I would quietly pull clothes from my closet and fold them into boxes I’d hidden under my bed. I sorted through my belongings, deciding what to take and what to leave behind.
I didn’t have much. Most of the furniture belonged to my parents, and I didn’t care enough to fight for it.
I withdrew money from my savings account in small increments—$40 here, $60 there—careful not to raise suspicion. I researched moving companies and found one that would come during the day when my family would be out.