Whitney touched my arm with a kind of false tenderness that she had perfected since we were teenagers. She suggested that I would feel more comfortable at the tavern across the street because it seemed much more my style.
My mother let out a short and mocking laugh while several other women pretended not to hear the cruelty being directed at me. She added that a dingy bar would suit my aesthetic perfectly and then turned away to speak with a woman who sold supplements on the internet.
Something inside me finally snapped because I was simply too exhausted to keep pretending that this treatment was accidental. I told Whitney that her suggestion was perfectly fine with me, which caused her to blink in genuine surprise at my sudden lack of resistance.
“Is that truly alright with you, or are you going to cause a scene later?” Whitney asked while she adjusted her expensive silk sash. I told her that I was going to the tavern across the street and that I would not be returning to her party.
I did not hand over my gift, and I certainly did not apologize for my presence or beg for a seat at the end of their long table. I turned around and walked out of the room with my heels clicking loudly against the marble floor as I made my exit.
I crossed the street in the pouring rain and entered the old wood-paneled pub on the corner which smelled of roasted malt and comfort. The atmosphere was warm and honest, and that was when I looked up and saw Desmond O’Malley watching me from a corner booth.
Desmond stood up the second he saw me and pushed aside the stacks of legal papers he had been reviewing. He asked me what on earth had happened, and I found it easy to tell him the truth because he was the only person who never made me feel small.
“My sister invited me to her shower, but they did not actually set a place for me at the table,” I explained as my voice wavered slightly. Desmond frowned as if the insult to the establishment was just as offensive as the insult to my character.
He pulled out a chair for me without asking any annoying questions, and I finally sat down in a place where I felt genuinely welcome. I admitted that I was just so tired of my family praising Whitney for simply existing while looking at my bookstore as if it were a failure.