The elevator took forever. Every floor it stopped on felt personal. By the time I reached the parking garage, the heat had already settled into the concrete like punishment. Outside, the city was in the middle of a brutal heatwave. The weather app had been issuing warnings for days: avoid prolonged sun exposure, stay hydrated, check on children and elderly people.
I ran anyway.
My heels hit the concrete in sharp echoes. Halfway to my parking space, I saw it—not my car, but the empty rectangle where it should have been.
I stopped so abruptly my whole body lurched.
Then it clicked.
Of course.
I had loaned my car to my sister, Megan, that morning. She had called after breakfast in that breezy tone she used whenever she needed something she’d already decided I’d give her.
“Hey,” she’d said brightly. “We’re taking the kids to Harbor Point Adventure Park today, but our other car’s unavailable. Can we borrow yours? It’ll be easier if we all fit in one vehicle.”
I had been packing Ellie’s lunch while she chattered nearby about a craft she wanted to finish after school. My instinct had been to hesitate, but my parents were off, Megan was off, and they’d said they were taking Ellie too. My mother had even chimed in sweetly on speakerphone: “It’ll be good for her to have cousin time.”
And because I have spent my whole life being the person who smooths things over, I said yes.
Of course.
I ordered a taxi with fingers that wouldn’t stay still and paced in tight circles while the app cheerfully informed me my driver was three minutes away.
Three minutes is nothing.
Three minutes is a song on the radio.
Three minutes is how long it takes water to start boiling if you’re paying attention.
Those three minutes felt endless.
When the taxi pulled in, I yanked the door open so hard the driver flinched.
“St. Andrew’s,” I said. “My daughter’s there.”
He nodded with the calm strangers have when your life is on fire and theirs isn’t. “Traffic’s bad today.”
Of course it was.
We crawled through the city as if every red light had been placed there personally to insult me. I kept calling my mother. No answer. My father. Nothing. Megan. Ringing. Ringing. Ringing. Outside, people walked with iced coffees, laughed outside restaurants, argued over parking spots, carried shopping bags. The normalcy of it felt obscene.