Garrison’s smile deepened but never spread quite far enough to count as warmth. He was in his late fifties, tanned in the expensive way, with a face trained to convey disdain without seeming emotionally involved in it. Men like Garrison always looked like they had recently stepped off a private plane or a golf course or another person’s neck.
“It won’t matter if she appears at all,” he murmured back. “We filed the emergency freeze on Monday. She has no liquid access. No available credit. No retainer means no counsel. No counsel against me means she walks out with what we choose to let her keep.”
I kept my eyes fixed on the judge’s bench and tried to breathe slowly enough that no one would see my ribs shaking.
That part was harder than I’d expected.
I had not been sleeping. Not really. For three nights straight, every time I closed my eyes I saw my banking app flashing access denied, saw the message from my card issuer saying my account had been frozen at the request of the primary holder, saw the concierge in our own building lowering his voice in embarrassment when he told me the garage access had been removed from my profile. Keith had canceled everything in less than twenty-four hours. Credit cards. Joint checking. My phone line. The discretionary account he gave me each month as if I were an unusually decorative dependent. Even the gallery payment processor for my art business had suddenly “encountered an ownership issue” and locked me out.
By the time he filed for divorce, I had become, on paper, a woman with no assets, no money, and no lawyer.
He called that strategy.
I called it what it was.
Starvation in a custom suit.
The bailiff’s voice boomed through the room.
“All rise. The Honorable Judge Lawrence P. Henderson presiding.”
Everyone stood in one synchronized scrape of wood and fabric. The law clerks in the back straightened. The spectators—mostly bored attorneys waiting for their own hearings and two elderly women who looked as though they’d wandered in because courthouse drama was free—shifted their weight and rose.
Judge Henderson entered with all the grace of a man who had long ago concluded that the world existed mainly to schedule disappointment on his docket. He was in his sixties, broad through the shoulders, with a face made of hard planes and short patience. His glasses rode low on his nose. His robe moved around him like weather.
“Be seated.”
We sat.