Another message popped up before I could breathe.
Thought you’d figure it out eventually. Relax. It’s funny.
Funny.
My throat closed. Around me, the hotel lobby hummed with cheap air-conditioning and the clatter of someone dragging a mop bucket over tile. A television mounted in the corner showed a soccer recap with the volume too loud. Somewhere outside, a scooter barked past in a burst of engine noise. Everything felt too sharp, too bright, too ordinary for what had just happened.
I called my mother.
She answered on the second ring, as if she’d been waiting.
“Mom.”
“Alyssa, I’m busy.”
“I’m in Naples.”
A pause. Not confusion. Not alarm. A pause shaped exactly like guilt.
“So?” she said.
“The wedding is in Florence.”
Another pause, smaller this time, like she was deciding how much cruelty to use. “Then why are you in Naples?”
My hand tightened around my phone. “Because that’s the hotel confirmation Ethan sent me.”
“Hm.” I could picture her making that face she always made when something ugly had happened and she intended to survive it by acting bored. “Well, maybe check more carefully next time.”
“Mom, he texted me that he did it on purpose.”
Now her voice changed. It went flat and hard. “Stop faking confusion. It’s your fault for making everything into drama.”
I looked around the lobby, at the cracked tile near the front desk, at the potted palm shedding brown ribbons onto the floor, at my pale silk dress reflected in the glass door like I was some ghost who’d wandered into the wrong life.
“My fault,” I said.
“Yes,” she snapped. “Honestly, Alyssa, the attention-seeking never ends with you.”
Then she hung up.
I wish I could tell you I cried right there, dramatic and broken in the lobby of that mediocre hotel while strangers pretended not to look. But I didn’t. I did something worse.
I checked in.
I smiled at the receptionist. I handed over my passport. I let her tag my suitcase. I thanked her when she gave me the key card and explained breakfast hours in careful English. I rode the elevator to the fourth floor with an elderly couple who smelled like sunscreen and peppermints, and when the doors opened, I walked down a narrow hall with framed prints of lemons and coastlines, and I went into my room and stood there in silence.
The room wasn’t terrible. That almost made it crueler.