Mitchell carried bags upstairs and set up Paige’s bassinet beside Wendy’s old bed. The room was almost unchanged from when she had left for college except for the absence of her posters and books. The walls were painted the pale yellow Suzanne had chosen when Wendy was thirteen because she said blue made girls look sad. The dresser still had the missing brass pull on the second drawer. The curtains were newer, stiff and decorative. The room no longer belonged to Wendy in any real sense, but traces of her old discomfort lingered in the corners.
Mitchell arranged pillows so Wendy could lean back without strain, then crouched in front of her and held both of her hands. “Text me every two hours tomorrow,” he said quietly. “I mean it. Even if you’re fine. Especially if you’re not.”
“I’ll be okay,” she whispered because she could see fear gathering at the edges of his face.
His jaw tightened. “That is not the same as what I asked.”
She almost smiled. “I’ll text.”
He kissed Paige’s head, then Wendy’s forehead. As he walked out, he looked back once. Not dramatic. Just checking the room the way a man checks exits.
That first night was harder than the hospital. In the hospital, at least, there had been call buttons and nurses and the comfort of expertise nearby. In her childhood bedroom there was only Wendy, a newborn, a fresh incision, and the muffled sense that the house resented being inconvenienced.
Paige struggled to latch. Wendy tried every position the lactation consultant had suggested, then half-forgot the instructions because pain made memory slippery. Every diaper change required a careful roll to the side, a slow stand, a pause for nausea, then a shuffle to the dresser where supplies had been stacked too high because Suzanne thought neatness mattered more than reach. Sweat dampened the back of Wendy’s shirt. Her hair stuck to her neck. Her body felt split between tenderness for Paige and fury at its own limitations.
At two in the morning Paige cried the raw thin cry of brand-new babies discovering hunger and discomfort as separate things. Wendy lifted her with shaking arms and sat at the edge of the bed, trying to ignore the burn in her abdomen. Somewhere downstairs a floorboard creaked. A toilet flushed. No one came up.
Not that Wendy had called.