They lived in a small rental house on the eastern edge of Raleigh, the kind of place with slightly uneven floors, a narrow galley kitchen, and a patchy backyard that Mitchell kept insisting would look better after he aerated it. It was not glamorous. But it was theirs in the real sense, the sense built by daily acts and private jokes and the worn softness of a couch chosen together.
Family visited occasionally. Suzanne critiqued the kitchen lighting and suggested Wendy would “need something bigger if you want that baby to have a proper start.” Cheryl walked through the nursery and tapped the dresser Mitchell had refinished with one acrylic nail and said, “Cute. Vintage budget aesthetic.” Philip mostly talked to Mitchell about taxes, interest rates, and whether he had “looked seriously into property instead of renting.”
Still, Wendy told herself this was tolerable. Families did not have to be soft to be useful. They did not have to be kind to show up. She had trained herself to read neglect as a manageable climate rather than a storm.
Then Cheryl got pregnant.
The timing was almost theatrical. Wendy was beginning to show. The anatomy scan had gone well. She had finally stopped bracing every time she used the bathroom, waiting for blood. Then on a muggy evening in July, Suzanne hosted a backyard barbecue “for no reason,” which should have been Wendy’s first clue that there was, in fact, a reason.
Cheryl arrived wearing a fitted sundress and carrying an envelope she held in the air before she even sat down. She waited until everyone had burgers on their plates and a second beer in their hands, then cleared her throat dramatically and announced that she had “the most exciting surprise ever.”
She pulled out an ultrasound photo like a celebrity revealing a ring.
Suzanne burst into tears so instantly Wendy almost laughed from shock. Philip stood and kissed Cheryl’s head. An aunt shrieked. A cousin clapped. Someone said, “Two babies in the family at once!” and Wendy tried to smile while watching the temperature of the gathering change around her.
Not because Cheryl was pregnant. Wendy would have been happy for her in another life, maybe even in this one if the room had not made the hierarchy so obvious.
When Wendy had announced her pregnancy, Suzanne had said, “Oh my God, sweetheart, what a surprise.”
When Cheryl did, Suzanne said, “This is a miracle.”