“Different from what?”
“My childhood.” She leaned against the doorframe. “Different from always waiting to be blamed for needing something.”
Mitchell set the board book down. “That’s the whole project, isn’t it.”
She knew he meant parenthood, marriage, healing, all of it.
Months later, at Paige’s first birthday, they kept the party small. A few friends. Mitchell’s aunt from Asheville. Neighbors who had become the kind of people you can ask for an extra carton of milk or emergency baby wipes. There were balloons in muted colors because Wendy hated overly themed chaos, a homemade cake because store frosting tasted like chemical optimism, and a tiny crown someone put on Paige’s head for fifteen seconds before she tore it off and tried to eat it.
No one from Wendy’s side of the family was invited.
That absence was visible and not tragic.
At one point during the party, Wendy stepped into the hallway to catch her breath from the pleasant overwhelm of hosting. Through the front window she could see children on bikes, a dog dragging a leash, late afternoon light turning the lawns gold. Inside, friends laughed in the kitchen. Paige squealed in the living room. Mitchell was explaining to a neighbor that yes, apparently babies can distinguish between acceptable cabinet doors and the one containing pot lids, which they prefer on principle.
Wendy rested one hand lightly against the wall and thought of the woman she had been on that porch: shaking, cut open, humiliated, still asking for one more day from people who would have thrown her out even if she had been bleeding onto the floorboards.
Then she thought of the woman she was now.
Still healing. Still sometimes triggered. Still angry. But no longer available for reinterpretation.
That night after the last guests left and the dishwasher hummed in the kitchen, Wendy sat on the living room rug among wrapping paper scraps while Paige played with a wooden stacking toy and Mitchell collected cups. She watched her daughter’s intense concentration, the tiny tongue peeking out as she tried to fit a ring onto the peg and failed, then tried again, unfazed.
“I used to think revenge would feel louder,” Wendy said.
Mitchell looked over from the coffee table. “What do you mean?”
She considered. “I thought if justice ever came, it would be dramatic. A scene. A humiliation. Something they’d feel the way I felt things.”
He sat down beside her. “And?”