I slowly raised my head. I saw Mark’s face filled with fear and anger. But this time, the fear I felt for him was not greater than the pain in my heart. I remembered the peaceful face of my mother in her grave that very afternoon. I remembered how much she wanted my happiness, and now in the house she had left me, I was being treated like a slave. It was enough. I could no longer hide this rot. With a trembling, but increasingly firm voice, I began to speak. Excuse me, sir, if my appearance has made you uncomfortable, I began, my voice. I’m not crying because I’m a crybaby or out of emotion.
I’m crying because my heart is broken, sir. I paused to catch my breath. My chest was tight. Everyone was looking at me. The guests who were eating merrily before had now put down their plates. The atmosphere was so quiet you could hear the ticking of the clock. 2 hours ago, just 2 hours, I returned from my mother’s funeral. My own mother passed away yesterday afternoon and she was buried just this afternoon. That confession was like a time bomb that exploded. Instantly, gasps of surprise were heard from several guests. They looked at each other with horrified faces. Some covered their mouths as they realized the cruelty of the situation they were celebrating.
They had been eating and laughing in a house of mourning on the day of the funeral. Guilt began to appear on the faces of Mark’s colleagues. They felt deceived as Mark had not informed them of my mother’s death. Jessica seemed the most uneasy. She slowly backed away trying to get out of the spotlight. Her face was pale. Realizing the social impact of the event, I continued my story without paying attention to their reactions. While I still had the courage, my husband Mark forced me to go ahead with this party. He said my mother’s death was not important, that life must go on, and that his promotion was more valuable than my period of mourning.