I was half asleep with one arm feeling completely numb under my pillow while my apartment in Philadelphia still held the stale heat from the radiator despite it being the middle of March.
Somewhere down on the street, a siren yelped once before it faded into the distance as I blinked at the glowing screen to see my mother’s name and felt that familiar drop in my stomach.
Nobody ever calls at two in the morning just to ask how your day was, so I grabbed the phone fast enough that my charger cord slapped loudly against the base of the lamp.
“Mom?” I asked as her voice came through flat and fully awake, which was somehow much more unsettling than if she had sounded panicked or breathless.
“Tomorrow night, your brother’s fiancée’s family is coming over for a formal dinner, and it is absolutely vital that you are there,” she said without even offering a greeting.
I sat up and pushed my hair out of my face while looking at the red numbers on the microwave across my small studio kitchen.
“What do you mean tomorrow? You could have called me at a normal hour instead of waking me up in the middle of the night for this,” I whispered.
“I have been busy with the arrangements,” she replied, and I knew that actually meant she had been busy helping Cade with whatever mess he was currently in.
I rubbed my eyes and realized I had a hearing preparation meeting at eight in the morning, so I told her I could drive down after work and asked what time I needed to be there.
“Six thirty, and please do not be late because we need everything to be perfect,” she said, pausing as I heard the faint clink of dishes on her end as if she were already organizing the table.
Then she added a second sentence that made me go completely still, telling me that I could come but that I had to keep my mouth shut during the conversation.
The room, which had been full of the ordinary nighttime sounds of old pipes and the hum of my refrigerator, suddenly felt much too quiet as I asked her to repeat herself.
“Do not start with me, Audrey, because Mallory’s father is a very respected federal judge,” she said firmly.
I swung my legs over the side of the bed and felt the cold floorboards against my skin as my throat began to tighten with a familiar sense of frustration.
“And what does that have to do with me?” I asked, but she just sighed as if I were being intentionally difficult.