“Yes,” I said softly. “He does.”
“Then don’t tear this one apart,” my dad finished.
My mouth went dry. “I’m not tearing it apart. I’m holding it accountable.”
He exhaled. “We’ll talk later.”
We didn’t.
That weekend, Luke and I went to the park. We played basketball while teenagers showed off and ignored us. Luke laughed when he missed shots—an actual laugh, the first since Thanksgiving.
On Monday night I opened my laptop again. Flights. Dates. Resort photos too blue to be real. Luke padded in wearing pajamas and paused behind me.
“What’re you doing?” he asked.
I minimized the screen out of habit, like hiding a surprise, then stopped. I wanted him to see. I wanted him to know.
“I’m planning a trip,” I said.
“Like… where?” His eyes widened.
I turned the laptop. Ocean.
“The Bahamas,” I said.
He stared like the image might vanish. “For us?”
“For us,” I said. “Just us.”
He didn’t squeal. He just blinked hard.
“Is it real?” he whispered.
“It’s real,” I told him. “And you don’t have to earn it. You already belong with me.”
Part 3
The Friday we flew out, Luke wore his nicest hoodie like it was formalwear. He’d cleaned his sneakers twice. At the airport he kept checking the departure board, like the letters might rearrange and cancel our life.
When the gate agent scanned our first-class passes, Luke’s eyebrows jumped.
“First class?” he murmured, as if speaking it too loud would summon someone to correct the mistake.
“Yep,” I said. “You’re tall now. Your knees deserve dignity.”
He grinned, and for the first time in weeks he looked ten again instead of forty.
On the plane he ran his fingers over the seat stitching, amazed it belonged to us for hours. He accepted a ginger ale like it was rare treasure. When warm nuts appeared, he whispered, “This is so fancy,” then laughed at himself.
I watched and felt something loosen in my chest—like a knot I’d carried so long I forgot it wasn’t supposed to be there.
Nassau hit us with warm air like a towel. The sky was wide and bright. Luke squinted up at it, stunned.
“It smells different,” he said.
“It does,” I agreed—salt, sun, something sweet. Possibility.
At the resort, the lobby looked like a movie set—polished floors, open walls, palms moving in the breeze. Luke’s mouth fell open.
“No way,” he said.
Way, I thought. All the ways I denied myself because I’d been paying for someone else’s comfort.