I folded the letter and slid it into an envelope.

I wrote his address on the front.

I did not put a stamp on it.

Instead, I placed it in the fireproof box next to the deed to a house I no longer owned and a college letter that belonged to a version of us that no longer existed.

Some conversations you have out loud.

Some you have just to hear yourself say what you’ve learned.

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Spring came back around slowly, the way it always does, like it’s testing whether the world is ready for color again.

I was walking downtown one Saturday, enjoying the rare feeling of not having anywhere to be, when I saw them.

Molina first.

She was coming out of a children’s bookstore, a reusable bag over one arm, her hair pulled back in a way I’d never seen before—less styled, more rushed.

Beside her, a little girl held her hand.

She had Caleb’s eyes.

She was talking a mile a minute about something, pointing at the window display, at the dog tied up outside, at a bus rolling past.

Behind them, juggling a coffee and a diaper bag, was my son.

Time slowed.

I stood half‑hidden behind the awning of a café, heart pounding in my throat.

I could’ve called out.