Cranberry sauce slid off the rim of a white porcelain plate, dark and slow—like a drop of bl**d. I watched it creep toward the tablecloth and thought, that’s how my life has been leaking away at this table. One drop at a time, every single Thursday.
“Grandma, pass the salt.”
Obadiah’s voice—Percy’s oldest—snapped me out of it.
I handed over the shaker, willing my fingers not to tremble. Thursday meant the weekly “family dinner” at Percy and Tabitha’s. A tradition that used to mean togetherness… until it turned into a routine humiliation I kept showing up for anyway. Maybe stubbornness. Maybe fear of admitting the truth: I didn’t belong there.
“The potatoes are burned,” Tabitha muttered, poking at her plate.
“Rosie, you know the kids hate crust,” Percy added, his tone sharp.
My daughter pressed her lips together, as if she had a thousand words she wouldn’t say. If someone helped me in the kitchen instead of spending three hours on the phone with customers… But Percy cut her off with a sigh and a warning glance.
“Let’s not start. We have guests.”
Guests.
That word hit harder than a slap. Guests, not Mom. Not Grandma. Guests.
I cleared my throat, trying to sound light. “Actually… today is special. May 31st. The day Humphrey and I met.”
Rosie’s eyes rolled so hard I thought they’d get stuck. “We’ve heard that story a hundred times.”
I forced a smile. “Not this part. It’s different.”
“Grandpa again,” Vanity muttered from behind her phone under the table. “Boring.”
“Phone away at dinner,” I said automatically—the same librarian reflex I’d used for thirty-seven years.
Rosie’s head snapped up. “Don’t tell my kid what to do. We have our own rules.”
Heat flooded my face. “I just wanted to tell you how that day Humphrey—”
“Oh my God, Mom.” Percy slammed his fork down. “Nobody wants to hear your endless stories about Dad. He died three years ago. Stop living in the past.”
Silence fell.
I stared at my son—his jaw tight, his eyes narrowed. I remembered holding him as a baby, singing him to sleep. Now he looked at me like I was something irritating that wouldn’t go away.
“I was just thinking…” My voice betrayed me, wobbling.
Rosie sighed dramatically, speaking to the kids but loud enough for me to hear. “Shut up, wid*w. We’re sick of your memoirs.”
The boys burst into laughter, sharp and cruel. Obadiah repeated it, delighted with himself: “Shut up, wid*w.”
Time froze.