“I’m sorry,” he said. “I didn’t mean to blow up dinner.”

“You didn’t,” I replied. “We were already sitting on gasoline.”

He glanced at my sleeve. “I remember your voice on the radio. Not your name—just your voice. I was bleeding through my glove and panicking. You kept repeating coordinates like it was routine. It kept me focused.”

For a moment, I couldn’t speak. Not because I wanted praise—but because a near-stranger remembered a version of me my own family never tried to know.

Then my phone buzzed.

My supervisor. Federal warrants had just been signed on a case I’d built for six months. We were rolling in thirty minutes.

I stood. “I have to go. When Ava calls, don’t turn this into a war. Tell her we’ll talk when she’s ready.”

We hit three locations before sunrise. Two arrests, no injuries. The third target ran, cleared a fence, lasted less than a minute before perimeter grabbed him. By the time paperwork was done and I drove home, the sun was up and I felt hollow.

I slept four hours. Woke to missed calls from Mom. Then my phone rang again.

Ava.

For a second, I considered letting it go to voicemail. Then I answered.

“Can we talk?” she asked, voice flat.

“Yes.”

“Not at Mom’s. Not my place. The diner off Route 9. Noon?”

“I’ll be there.”

When I arrived, Ryan was outside with two coffees. He handed me one and held the door.

Ava sat in a booth, no makeup, hair tied back, eyes swollen. She looked younger somehow.

I slid in across from her. “You wanted to talk.”

She nodded, staring at the table. “I was cruel.”

I waited.

“I make jokes because I hate how I feel around you,” she said finally.

That wasn’t what I expected.

“When you left for the Army, everyone talked about how brave you were. Mom cried. Dad looked proud and terrified. Then you came back different, and nobody knew how to talk to you, so they treated you like you were untouchable.” She looked up. “And I was still just Ava. Loud Ava. Dramatic Ava. The one who says the wrong thing.”

Ryan shifted, but I gave him a slight shake of my head.

“That doesn’t excuse what I said,” she went on. “I wasn’t laughing at the uniform. I was trying to make sure no one looked too closely at me.”

I leaned back, letting that settle.

“I didn’t know you felt that way,” I said.

“You never asked,” she replied, a small tired smile on her face.

That was fair.