Deandra, desperate to avoid blame, turned on my parents. She screamed at them for letting the police into the house without a warrant.
My parents, terrified of losing their affluent lifestyle, blamed Deandra for raising a violent, sociopathic child who ruined their retirement. They tore each other apart like starving wolves in that same living room.
A week later, while Toby was recovering in the pediatric unit, my mother showed up at the hospital. She had tried to bypass the security desk, but Derek had flagged her name with the hospital staff.
A large security guard stopped her at the elevator banks. I stepped out of Toby’s room to speak with a nurse, only to see my mother standing down the hall.
She was weeping hysterically, clutching a cheap stuffed bear she must have bought at the gift shop. She looked exhausted, her hair unkempt and her designer clothes wrinkled.
“Jemma!” she cried out, trying to push past the security guard. “Jemma, please! I just want to see my grandson!”
“Please, talk to me! We’re going to lose the house and we have nowhere to go! I’m sorry, okay?! I’m so sorry!” she wailed.
I stopped and didn’t walk toward her. I stood in the hallway, flanked by the protective presence of the nurses’ station.
I looked at the woman who had given birth to me. I looked at the hands that had violently ripped my phone away while my child was hurt.
“You chose your grandson, Mom,” I said, my voice echoing coldly down the sterile hospital corridor. “You chose Cooper, and you chose wrong. Do not come back here.”
I turned around and didn’t wait to see her reaction. I didn’t feel a shred of guilt or sadness.
I felt nothing but a profound emptiness toward the woman who had failed the most basic test of humanity. I walked back into Toby’s room.
Derek was sitting on the edge of the bed, reading a comic book to our son. Toby laughed at one of the funny voices Derek used, which was a small, weak sound, but a beautiful one.
I closed the heavy wooden door behind me, hearing the firm click of the latch. I sealed the monsters outside, where they belonged.
Part 6: The Breath of Fresh Air
Four months later, the brutal winter gave way to a bright, warm spring. The horrific black and purple bruises that had painted the right side of Toby’s torso had completely faded away.