I did not make a decision that day. Most decisive moments do not feel like lightning, but like a hand resting on a doorknob for a long time.
I gathered names and read listings. I looked at comparable sales and imagined my house belonging to strangers.
I waited to see whether the idea made me feel ill. It didn’t.
What made me feel ill was the thought of being admitted by permission to a place I had built. I gave Bridget one last chance to be a daughter.
I called her. “Hey, baby. I was thinking maybe I’d come up next weekend. Bring some peach jam.”
There was a long pause. “Mom, I told you Paul’s parents are there through the month. It’s just easier if you wait. Maybe August?”
“August,” I repeated.
“Yeah. We’ll figure it out,” she said before hanging up.
She always hung up first by then. June 14th was the voicemail. June 16th, I listed the lake house for sale.
The agent I chose was named Sandra Vance. She was fifty five, local, and practical.
Sandra had a tan like old leather and a habit of tapping property descriptions with her pen. We met at the house.
I let her in with my own original key because I had hired a locksmith the week before to change the lock back myself. She walked through every room taking notes.
“It’ll move fast,” she said while looking at the water. “The market’s that hot.”
“What do I list it at?” I asked.
She named a number. I named a lower one.
Sandra frowned. “You can get more than that, Dorothy.”
“I know,” I said.
“You want a fast sale?” she asked.
“I want the right sale,” I replied.
We listed it at three hundred forty thousand dollars. Nine days later, I had three offers.
One was from an investor who wanted to “maximize potential,” which is a phrase I dislike. One was from a couple who wanted to turn it into a rental.
And one was from a retired couple from Mobile. They sat at my kitchen table and told Sandra they wanted a place where all their grandchildren could come for Christmas.
They wanted a place where their children might remember to sit still together for a few days each year. That was the offer I accepted.
Three hundred sixty one thousand dollars. Closing was scheduled for July 2nd.
That was two days before the Fourth of July. It was the exact holiday Bridget and Paul had already claimed for Paul’s parents.
I did not tell them. I signed the closing papers at Sarah’s office in Birmingham.