Inside, the top layer looked mostly intact: folded quilts, old linens, a crocheted baby blanket with yellow ducks, a box of Christmas ornaments wrapped in tissue. Beneath that I found the photo tin, dented but present. The letters. The gloves. The baby dress.
And at the very bottom, beneath a stack of table runners and old receipts from hardware stores now long closed, there was something I had never seen before.
A sealed envelope.
Not the one I’d found in Boston. Another one. Thick cream paper. My name on the front in my mother’s handwriting.
Rebecca, if Diana has tried to take the house, open this with Evelyn.
My knees nearly gave out.
Evelyn saw the envelope in my hand and inhaled sharply. “Let’s take that inside.”
We returned to the kitchen because it had the best light and the biggest table and because, despite everything Diana had done to the place, my mother’s kitchen still felt like the one room where truth belonged by default. The officers stayed. So did the locksmith, who looked increasingly like a man who had planned to spend his morning swapping deadbolts and now found himself inside the emotional collapse of an upper-middle-class inheritance war.
Diana tried to object.
“This is absurd,” she said. “You are not opening private family correspondence in front of strangers.”
Evelyn looked at the handwriting again. “It is addressed to my client, with instructions to open it with me. I’m touched that Eleanor trusted me this much even before she needed to, but I can assure you your approval is not a legal prerequisite.”
I sat down at the table. My fingers had gone strangely cold. Outside the kitchen window, the sea was brightening under a clearing sky. Inside, the house felt like it was holding its breath.
I slid one finger beneath the flap and broke the seal.
Inside were several pages, all written by hand. My mother’s hand. Steady, careful, slightly slanted to the right.
The first page was a letter.
Rebecca, if you are reading this, then Diana has finally done exactly what I believed she would do the moment she first set foot in this house and looked at it not like a home but like a prize. I am sorry for that. I am even sorrier that I may not be here to stand in the doorway and stop her myself.
My vision blurred instantly.
I swallowed and kept reading.