When I entered his room, Grandpa turned his head. His eyes were clearer now, though his face was still pale. The nurse had propped him up slightly, and the photo of Grandma was on the table beside him. When he saw it, his chin trembled.
“You found her,” he whispered.
“I found both letters.”
His eyes closed.
For a moment, he was not the man who had whispered about revenge. He was a widower lying in a hospital bed on Christmas Eve, hearing proof that his wife had protected him even after death.
“She knew,” he said.
“Yes.”
“She always knew before I did.”
I pulled the chair close. “Grandpa, the police came to the house. Adult Protective Services, too. They documented everything. Detective Pike has the financial records. Denise is filing reports. I called the attorney’s office, and Margaret Whitfield is coming in the morning.”
Grandpa listened without interrupting. His fingers moved slightly on top of the blanket. I took his hand.
“I need to ask you something,” I said. “Did Dad have power of attorney?”
His mouth tightened.
“I signed something after your grandma died. Mark said it was for convenience. Bills. Taxes. Doctor forms. I didn’t want to think about paperwork. I trusted him.”
“He used it?”
“I think so.” Grandpa’s voice was thin, but the shame in it was heavy. “At first, he asked. Said he needed help. Business was slow. Your mother had medical bills. Then he stopped asking. He told me I was confused when I questioned him. Said I’d promised. Said I didn’t remember.”
“Grandpa.”
“I know.” His eyes opened, wet and furious. “I know now.”
There are few things more painful than watching a good man realize he has been robbed not only of money, but of dignity. Money can be counted. Dignity has to be rebuilt from ruins.
He looked toward the window. Snow tapped softly against the glass.
“I heard them talking,” he said. “Last week. They thought I was sleeping. Your mother said the cruise was nonrefundable. Your father said you were coming home anyway. She said, ‘What if Emma doesn’t get there in time?’”
My throat closed.
Grandpa turned back to me.
“And your father said, ‘Then it becomes God’s decision.’”
For a few seconds, the room disappeared.
The machines kept beeping. The hallway kept moving. Somewhere nearby, a nurse laughed quietly at something another nurse said. The world continued in all its ordinary ways while my father’s sentence detonated inside me.
Then it becomes God’s decision.