“She went white. Like all the blood drained out of her. Then she told security I was harassing her.”
I almost laughed, but it came out as a dry cough that made my stitches scream.
Gerald reached for the water cup and held the straw to my lips. It was such a simple gesture. So careful. So fatherly.
I drank and hated that I wanted to cry again.
“Dr. Reeves said you stopped her,” I said.
Gerald nodded. “She tried to sign discharge papers. She claimed she had medical authority as your mother. But you’re twenty-six. Unless you gave her legal power, she had nothing. She just talked loudly enough that people started doubting themselves.”
“That’s her gift,” I whispered.
“So I stepped in. I told the doctor I would cover whatever needed covering. Private room, extended stay, medication, follow-up care. I said no one was taking you anywhere unless you asked to go.”
I looked at him, stunned.
“But why would you pay for me? You didn’t even know for sure.”
Gerald leaned forward.
“No. I didn’t know for sure. But I knew this: either you were my daughter, or you were a young woman whose own mother was trying to drag her out of a hospital bed after she nearly died. Either way, you needed someone standing there who wasn’t willing to let that happen.”
For the first time since waking, the tightness in my chest loosened.
Not completely.
But enough that I could breathe.
The door opened then, and a nurse stepped inside carrying a small tray of medicine. Her name badge read Maria. She smiled at Gerald first, then me.
“How are we doing?”
I did not know how to answer.
Alive seemed too small.
Destroyed seemed too dramatic.
Reborn seemed too frightening.
“Confused,” I said.
Maria gave a soft laugh. “That’s fair. Pain?”
“Seven.”
“Let’s bring that down.”
As she adjusted the IV line, Gerald stood.
“I should let you rest.”
Panic flared through me so sharply that it surprised us both.
“Don’t go.”
The words came out before pride could stop them.
Gerald froze.
Then his whole face softened.
“I won’t go far.”
Maria glanced between us, understanding more than she said. “Visiting hours are flexible in this ward for immediate family.”
Gerald looked at me.
The question hung there.
Immediate family.
I had spent my life being told family was blood, obligation, appearance. Family was showing up at Christmas in matching sweaters. Family was smiling through insults. Family was pretending cruelty was concern.