“That usually means you should.”

Richard gave a tired laugh.

“Probably.”

Inside the cardboard box was a smaller metal box, scratched and dull. Richard had already opened it. The lock hung broken.

He lifted the lid.

There were envelopes inside. Photographs. Old hospital documents. A baby bracelet with my name on it.

And a cassette tape.

I stared at it.

“Is that what I think it is?”

Richard nodded. “There was a recorder in the box too. I tested it before I came. It still plays.”

My mouth went dry.

“Who’s on it?”

Richard looked at Gerald.

“Eleanor. And her mother.”

The apartment seemed to tilt.

Gerald set the screwdriver down very carefully.

Richard pressed play.

At first there was only static.

Then my mother’s voice filled the room.

You don’t understand. Gerald will come back.

She sounded young.

Not soft, exactly. But frightened.

Then another voice, older and colder.

Let him. He has no money, no lawyer, and no proof.

My grandmother.

I had only known her as a stiff woman who smelled like powder and judged people’s furniture. She had died when I was fourteen. She had once told me my shoulders were “too dramatic.”

On the tape, she sounded exactly as I remembered.

My mother’s voice shook.

But the baby—

The older voice cut in.

The baby will have a father. A proper one. Richard wants you. His family wants a grandchild eventually anyway. We move the dates. We say premature. People believe what respectable people tell them.

Gerald’s face had gone white.

I could not move.

Young Eleanor spoke again.

Gerald will hate me.

Of course he will, my grandmother replied. Poor men are sentimental because sentiment is all they can afford.

Richard flinched.

On the tape, my mother started crying.

I don’t want to tell him she died.

Then don’t tell him anything. Write it down. Three sentences. End it cleanly.

The tape crackled.

Then my grandmother said something that made every cell in my body go cold.

One day you’ll thank me. A child is easier to manage when she knows she was lucky to be kept.

The recording clicked.

Silence.

No one spoke.

The room felt airless.

I looked at Richard.

“Did you know about this?”

His eyes filled with tears.

“No.”

I believed him.

Not because he deserved belief automatically.

Because his horror looked too unprepared to be performed.

Gerald turned away, one hand covering his mouth.

I had seen him cry before. At the DNA results. At the music box. But this was different.

This was not grief.