We met at a quiet park near Gerald’s house. I was strong enough by then to walk slowly without holding my side. Gerald offered to come with me, but I went alone.
Richard looked different.
Less polished. Smaller somehow. He wore a gray sweater despite the warm weather and carried a folder under one arm.
When he saw me, his face tightened with emotion.
“Holly.”
“Richard.”
He accepted the name this time.
We sat on opposite ends of a bench.
For a while, neither of us spoke.
Finally, he said, “I’m divorcing your mother.”
I looked at him.
That was not what I had expected.
“Why are you telling me?”
“Because the truth about your paternity is part of it. And because I owe you honesty, even if it is late.”
I watched ducks move across the pond.
“Does Claire know?”
“Yes. She blames you.”
“Of course she does.”
Richard sighed. “Your mother has been… unwell.”
“Careful,” I said.
He looked at me.
“Do not make her cruelty sound like illness.”
He lowered his eyes.
“You’re right.”
We sat in silence again.
Then he opened the folder.
“I also owe you something else.”
Inside were financial documents.
Bank statements.
Copies of transfers.
A college fund account.
My college fund.
I recognized the name because my grandmother—my mother’s mother—had once mentioned it when I was twelve. Later, my mother told me I had misunderstood.
Richard handed me a page.
“Your maternal grandmother left money for both you and Claire. Separate accounts. Yours was emptied when you were eighteen.”
My hands went cold.
“By who?”
His face twisted with shame.
“Your mother.”
“For what?”
“Claire’s first car. Some home renovations. A vacation. I don’t know all of it.”
I stared at the paper.
It should have shocked me more.
But betrayal has a saturation point.
Eventually, new wounds simply confirm the shape of the old ones.
“Did you know?”
“Not then.”
“Do you expect me to believe that?”
He swallowed.
“No. I expect you to doubt everything I say. I earned that.”
That answer disarmed me.
He continued.
“I’ve spoken to an attorney. I’m replacing the money. With interest. It should have been yours.”
I closed the folder and pushed it back toward him.
“I don’t want money from guilt.”
“It isn’t guilt. It’s restitution.”
“Same neighborhood.”
“Maybe.” His voice trembled. “But take it anyway. Use it for therapy, school, a house, travel. Throw it in the lake if you want. Just don’t let my failure cost you more than it already has.”
I looked at him for a long time.