“We need to speak privately.”
“No.”
Her eyes flickered.
“This is a family matter.”
I almost smiled.
“It is. That’s why Gerald stays.”
The name struck her like a slap.
Claire scoffed. “You’ve known him for five minutes.”
“And somehow he has done more for me in those five minutes than you have in twenty-six years.”
Claire’s face reddened.
Mother lifted one hand. “Enough. We are not here to trade insults.”
“Then why are you here?”
She inhaled slowly.
“I made mistakes.”
Gerald’s expression darkened.
My mother continued, eyes fixed on me.
“I was young. I was under pressure. My parents were controlling, and I had to make impossible choices. You cannot understand what it is like to be a young woman with no options.”
I stared at her.
There it was.
The performance.
The tragedy of Eleanor Crawford, starring Eleanor Crawford.
“You had options,” I said. “You just didn’t like the cost.”
Her mouth trembled.
“I raised you.”
“You resented me.”
“I fed you. Clothed you. Sent you to school.”
“Prisoners get food and clothing.”
Claire gasped. “That is disgusting.”
I looked at her.
“No, Claire. Disgusting is texting your sister that your baby shower matters more than her emergency surgery.”
“I didn’t know you were that sick!”
“I said I was going to the ER.”
“You’re always intense.”
I laughed once.
There was the family anthem.
Too dramatic.
Too sensitive.
Too intense.
Too much.
My mother’s voice sharpened. “You are not innocent in this, Holly. You have always had a talent for making people feel guilty.”
“No,” Gerald said.
It was the first word he had spoken.
Quiet.
Firm.
My mother looked at him.
He stepped down from the porch and stood beside me.
“No more,” he said. “You don’t get to come to my house and rewrite what you did.”
Her nostrils flared.
“Your house,” she said with contempt. “Yes. This is exactly the life I escaped.”
Gerald’s face did not change.
“You escaped love and called it ambition.”
My mother’s eyes filled with fury.
“You have no idea what I sacrificed.”
“You sacrificed Holly.”
The words landed with devastating simplicity.
My mother looked at me, and for the first time, I saw something behind the anger.
Not love.
Not remorse.
Recognition.
She knew he was right.
But knowing and admitting are different countries, and my mother had burned every bridge between them.
Claire suddenly burst into tears.
“This is ruining everything,” she sobbed. “My baby is supposed to be born into a happy family.”
I stared at her.