“I do not want you to work as a maid in my house,” he said. “I want to say that clearly, not because there is anything wrong with the work—there isn’t—but because you are my daughter, and I will not sit at a table and be served by my own daughter while I still have breath in my body.”
He slid the folder across the table toward her.
“I would like you to come to my company. I will start you properly—trained, paid well, learning the business from the inside. I have built something over 30 years, and I have no 1 to pass it to.” He met her eyes. “I would like, if you are willing, to begin changing that.”
Rebecca looked at the folder. Inside, she knew, there would be papers, formal things, Mr. Caleb’s language: documents, certainties, things written down.
She did not open it yet.
She looked at him for a long moment.
“I told you I’m not ready to forgive you,” she said.
“I know.”
“I meant it. This”—she gestured at the folder—“doesn’t change that.”
“I won’t pretend that a business offer fixes what needs to be fixed.”
“I know that too,” he said. “This is not an offer I am making to fix anything. It is an offer I am making because it is right. Because it is what should have been available to you from the beginning.”
He looked at her steadily.
“Whatever happens between us, whatever you decide about us, this is yours because you are mine. It belongs to you regardless.”
Rebecca looked down at the folder.
She thought about her small apartment, the 4 flights of stairs, the lift that worked 3 days out of 7, the patch of damp in the corner of the ceiling. She thought about the years of small jobs, stretched money, the careful independent life she had built from what had been available to her. She thought about what her mother had worked for at that table by the window, what her mother had given up so that she could have something more.
She put her hand on the folder.
“I will think about it,” she said. “I’m not saying yes yet. I need to think.”
“That is all I ask,” he said.
She stood. She picked up her bag. Then she did something she had not planned, something that surprised her as she did it.
She reached out and picked up the folder from the table. Not to read it that night, just to take it with her, to let it come home with her and sit on her table and be a thing she could look at in her own space, on her own time.