I felt worthless in my mind for the five years I had wasted.
During the five years we got married, I took care of Carol every day and did everything I could for her, but all I ended up with was Ian's heartless words.
I wasn't the woman Ian loved, much less the wife he wanted to be with for the rest of his life.
My chest was stabbed by him in my previous life. At this moment, I could still feel the pain tearing through my heart.
As my tears overflowed my eyes, I reached up and wiped them away casually.
The nurses kept screaming from the operating room, and Kevin's name was called numerous times.
He finally gave up on contacting Ian completely.
Kevin turned around and walked into the operating room with determination.
The critically ill notice on the table looked particularly harsh.
I calmed down and sat back in my chair.
After I contacted my lawyer, he drew up a divorce settlement for me, and he got the funeral home ready to handle Carol's funeral.
Soon, the lights went out in the operating room.
Kevin removed his mask with exhaustion and sorrow and shook his head at me.
Looking at the familiar scene, I felt quite different from my previous life.
Ian hadn't seen Carol for the last time this time, and I was no longer to blame for him not leaving Bella behind.
I was finally relieved and couldn't hold back the tears.
Ian was just as indifferent to me in my previous life as he was today, but I didn't give up.
I tried desperately to get in touch with him.
I took pictures for Ian of what Carol looked like when she was critically ill and sent him the critically ill notice from the hospital.
I was trying to convince Ian that Carol was terminally ill.
At that moment, Ian was on his way to the airport to catch up with Bella.
Ian turned around and drove the car straight to the hospital after reading the message.
Unfortunately, I wasted too much time on the road explaining over and over to convince him that Carol was critically ill.
By the time Ian arrived at the door of the operating room, Carol had just taken her last breath.
Ian had a nervous breakdown, covered his head with his hands, and knelt in the hallway of the hospital, sobbing uncontrollably.
He forced himself to handle Carol's funeral with me.
As everything was settled, Ian realized that all his contacts had been blacklisted by Bella.
He could never get in touch with his first love who had gone abroad.