Well,she was not wrong.At that time Ryan left his family to be with me.The money we could make from our part time job was not enough to buy us such a luxurious gift.
So,Ryan spent a good two months making the exact same crystal ball lamp for me.
He even engraved our name in the shape of a heart over the lamp.
“Ryan loves Selena forever!”
I couldn't help but cry in happiness.
But now that we had the privilege,Ryan forgot our past.
Seeing that I was silent,Ryan clicked his cheek with his tongue,“Alright.Don't make trouble.I’m already busy.”
He straightened his clothes and got up.
Then I noticed the hickeys on his neck which are red and purple.
I wanted to vomit on this site.As I backed off,I slumped on a chair.
“What's wrong with you?”Ryan rushed forward to hold me.
“Fuck!Keep your dirty hand away from me.”I groaned and pushed him away.
“Selena!”Ryan shouted furiously and pushed me away hard.
I bumped into the table and fell down.A part of my temple was injured and bleeding.
When I was gasping in pain,he kicked my leg again,“Fucking hell!I shouldn't have come back.You’re so disgusting.”
“I feel sick just looking at you like this.Even if you were standing naked in front of me,I wouldn't even bother to look at you any more!”
Ryan's phone kept ringing.He shot a gaze of disgust at me before picking up the call.
I wanted to stand up but I was dizzy.Everything on the table fell down and created a mess.The beautiful lamp was now a broken chuck of glasses.
I forced myself to stand up and clean up the mess.My hands were scratched by the debris and blood dripped onto the carpet.
I took a deep breath and tried to calm myself down.
I saw his laptop was still there and it was showing the purchase of a designer bag.
On my birthday this year,I received a designer bag Ryan sent to me which was not appropriate to carry for a lady like me.I thought Ryan was not thoughtful but now everything was clear.
It was never meant for me.This kind of bag suit Zenelia best.
I smiled bitterly and the tears finally didn't listen to me.
I treated my wound and went to my room leaving the mess behind.Since this home was no longer mine,I didn't have to care about it anymore.
Ryan didn't look back at me anymore and was busy pleasing Zenelia.
Life was always full of ups and downs and it was better when you were alone.
I finally made up my mind and came out with two suitcases.