The next day, whether from drinking too much or something else entirely, I woke in the middle of the night with a searing pain in my stomach.

My first instinct was to call Alfred. I'd already dialed the number before I caught myself and hung up.

I'd already made up my mind to leave.

No reason to bother him if I could help it.

I called an ambulance instead.

At the hospital, the doctor told me there was a small cyst on my ovary. I needed surgery.

I also needed someone to sign the consent form.

In all of Cloudvale, the only person I knew was Alfred.

After going back and forth with myself, I finally picked up the phone and called him.

The line connected, and the first thing I heard was Maud's laughter, bright and teasing, somewhere in the background.

"Alfred, I can't believe it. After all these years, you haven't lost your touch in the kitchen! You're actually making garlic butter shrimp for me."

"Not bad, not bad at all. Oh, throw those ribs in the pot too while you're at it. If they turn out good, I'll reward you tonight..."

Then came the sharp, crackling hiss of food hitting hot oil.

Alfred's voice carried a smile. "Deal."

A beat passed before he seemed to remember the call. He came back to me.

"What's up?"

I was on the verge of tears, but I swallowed them down and forced my voice steady.

"I'm at the hospital. I need someone to sign a form. Could you come..."

There was almost no hesitation.

His answer was immediate, his tone flat.

"Sorry, I'm in the middle of something right now. I can't make it back."

"Why don't you sign it yourself? I'll come see you at the hospital once I'm done here."

His voice was so cold, so casual, so utterly routine. In that moment, the tears I'd been holding back spilled down my face all at once.

I laughed softly. "Okay."

The doctor urged me again and again to get a family member to sign. I clenched my jaw.

"I'll sign it myself. If I die, that's on me."

After the surgery, I stayed in the hospital for four full days.

Alfred didn't come to see me. Not once.

I laughed bitterly at myself. I never should have hoped. And yet, like a fool, I kept hoping again and again.

On my last day, I terminated the lease on my apartment. All I had left was a handbag and a single suitcase. I took a deep breath and got ready to hail a cab to the airport.

That was when Alfred called.